&ily

2012-02-10T00:24:00.005+08:00

war games.

we were sho smart to choose war game prep. so we got to watch both the prep and war game itself hah. athena totally died in the first 5min. we didnt even have any defense la! and everyone gave up hope. lol. not bad they implemented that 15s thing. in the end all other facs kena except us, so we might actually win hahaha whooooo fingers cross :P

lunch at curry wok was good.

then went back school to do hbl. lol.

2012-02-08T23:42:00.000+08:00

SMJ was really bad as compared to last year's. the feel just wasnt right.

double wacko was totally not up to standard. not to mention bibo and zhongjimima. haiz. we are such evil seniors. all those non existent rules. and whatsoever. hahaaa!

cupcakes from mr lim :)))

idk how to write a letter to a stranger :/

2012-02-05T11:06:00.002+08:00

MOMOMO hehe.

clocked in 5 hours for banner painting cause im too free =.= i didnt even get to eat lunch please. and now i have to do everyone's part for UK video. wl.

this is art. haha.

anw the problem is i think i will regret 10 years down the road if i pull out now.

aye. sucks when you have UK video, orientation video due, VSIFF pre production/filming, cca exhibition, HBL all in the same week :(

2012-02-03T21:27:00.001+08:00

TGIF!

orientation filming after school.

then went sogurt.

and KAP for dinner heh.

love the mcwings! i want moreeee!

2012-02-03T17:53:00.002+08:00

what now, am i suppose to go around pleasing people, just to leave a better impression?

so this is how the system works huh?

2012-02-02T22:44:00.002+08:00

whooo congrats RE & Fann!

but im more excited for xiaoman & dylan hohoho :P

2012-01-30T21:56:00.008+08:00

mo rocks. it became a picnic session for us :P heh. so vic was sitting there eating like a boss while all the teachers were walking past. she really look like a chekopeh watching some fashion show k. 10min later she realised the teachers can see her =.= LOLL. anw singaporeans, thats me and vic, now makes up 33.333% of the overall population. hahahahaha XD

do i have like "beware, i bite" written on my face?

im never gonna subject myself to this kind of torture ever again... hate waiting for that 1 very important sms that never comes *$^*&@%#

knowing that there's chem lab tmr freaks me out. shit.

im preparing my heart for gp tmr. lol. why am i always creating records. like with my 7m AQ and my 1/2m summary :( shall cont mourning my brilliantly written essay. yes. bye bye.

2012-01-29T00:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUI EN! ♥

2012-01-27T21:15:00.005+08:00

its a happy day lalalalala! XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FANN!

i shouldnt have said no? but its the truth...

decided to camp at the 2nd floor consultation area after sch to wait for mrs chua. but we saw ms li instead hah. :) yah then blah blah, nothing much. the whole filming session was so lame. omg i didnt know the chers were so crap la. lololol. cause the previous few all quite serious. then they two hahaha :P

2012-01-26T17:04:00.007+08:00

2012-01-25T20:43:00.004+08:00

they should scratch the school reopen on 初三 rule and let us have a longer break. XD
im in a dazed state :( we need to go back to school on e learning day to film war games D:

lunch at 8:30am cause pe ended early -__-

xy&yq: you know your brain uses up 40% of the glucose in your body? so if you wanna lose weight, just do more math! or physics or chem also can!

sorry, i just think goal setting should be personal. and i dont want colourful smileys all over my paper haha :P

2012-01-23T01:49:00.006+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

i must be the only one who buys red roses on cny heh. wanted lavender tooo, but cold storage didnt have any :(

2012-01-22T23:43:00.004+08:00

is this all

一天一天重复上演奔跑著却没有终点
付出一切拼凑一片我期待生活有所改变
可笑的他们冷漠的脸事不关己的语言
我拼了命奋力向前把明天都实现
我祈祷我能遇见所谓完美的世界

is this all i've been waiting for? is this all i've been searching for
我在追寻甚麽东西原来不过都只是空气
so is this all i've been waiting for? waiting for, waiting for....

半开的眼半醒的眠思绪被困在梦里面
我想看见却看不见是否已经到了极限
我祈祷我能遇见所谓完美的世界

2012-01-20T23:20:00.007+08:00

chinese new year celebrations!! we went to the second floor and took chairs out to sit during performances hahaha! damn smart right! even the performances seem much nicer from my position :P the best was still dr hon's cny song la hah. the chers are so high ._. reminds me of ydff'10 omg, where they were dancing to chabansheng's nobody nobody but chu. lol haha.

honeymoon-ing w xc during street market (?) while attempting to sell candy floss, later on known as gross floss o.o it melts in 30s. wts la. in the end i had to go around apologizing to people cause it was dripping all over the place -.- @*#&^@($%#

i cant be a salesman.

"do you want candy floss? ..it's damn gross :D"

what to do, must tell the truth. at least it made everyone laugh. ok only the two of us. lol.

im amused by how they were rejoicing over our 2 bucks earnings hahaha! so cute you mei you. then the guys went for filming so we lohei ourselves lolol. 3rd lohei in my entire life ...im a deprived kid :(

got sogurt and went back to nanyang after that :P no one was there by the time we reached. so nothing much la. lunch at ajisen. and went all around j8 w zy and hy haha :D pasar malam candy floss ftw :P

chocolates from 财神爷 elias lololololol!

happy new year in advance! i havent buy new year clothes T.T oh oh oh new year resolutions - i must sleep before 2230 everyday from next tue onwards heh :D

2012-01-19T21:17:00.001+08:00

worst day ever.

early in the morning. both my phone and my charger died. then lunch was crap -.- and we went to the wrong classroom for econs. like some idiot la, wl. after school even better. this woman freaking went to cut my queue and took 15 minutes to order -.- ok the point is i totally didnt know whether i should change queue because of blah blah blah, lazy to explain, and ended up looking like some retard standing there while everyone else behind was moving away -.- -.- -.- damn her.

lessons were fun though.

"this is a digital multimeter. you can also call it by its nickname d.m.m. say hi to d.m.m."

"HI! -lol-"

"ip students, what were yall doing in sec 4?"

"...slacking -lol-"

"as your lecturer, you need to remind me... my math not very good"

"-.- -lol-"

mhm my timetable rocks!

mon&sat: math olympiad

thur: math remedial

(Y) can my excuse be i prefer stones to rocks, therefore im not attending the session on thur? lol haha doesnt make sense.

2012-01-18T18:24:00.001+08:00

"it's time to stop, and start on something else"

the only line i remember from gen tan's extremely long and lol speech. hahaha. actually it's not the only line la. just that i like this line. no reason. heh :P

i want a golden star :(

2012-01-17T21:11:00.003+08:00

[bird flies past xinyung's head]

xy: [complain]

zy: your hair got water

jq: got bird shit

zy: dont scare her la

xy: ya lor, if there's bird shit, i will spend the next hour in the toilet washing my hair

jq: then you need to sms your chem cher "sorry, i wont be attending chem lecture cause a bird shit on my head and im washing my hair in the toilet"

hahhaahahhahaaa XD

smo training T.T why isnt there the option: i can only attend monday sessions. haha they damn mean la. go book a room in boarding school to 方便 the prcs. in the end we need to crawl in =.=

2012-01-16T18:12:00.004+08:00

I'm not afraid to try again. I'm just afraid of getting hurt for the same reason.

i wish this was still true. because if it is i could still take a chance. sigh

masks --> forced to conform.

i always have the answer. and im always telling myself i should respond. but i never do. ah.

why's scarlet heart's ending so damn sad. wah cannot take it, i hear the music i wanna cry alr :/

2012-01-15T20:59:00.000+08:00

既来之，则安之。
你最想得到什么，又愿意为此付出什么。

爱，就大声说出来，因为你永远都不会知道，明天和意外，哪个会先来！

2012-01-15T19:39:00.000+08:00

one word to describe yourself: happy

i wish i could tell you the truth.

haha end of first week of school.

i miss dr tan. although mrs tano's making me love chem lessons more.

thank you for asking.

i didnt realised that was a rainbow until yesterday. lololol. open house was mad boring -.- to think it's actually my most anticipated event of the month. ahh. was down w flu again. haish. need to stop eating panadol alr. im getting immuned :( didnt manage to kope a goodie bag in the end. i love exploring goodie bags. hahaha. 10min of joy. then need to think of where to dispose all the stuff lol -.-

finally done w all the cny cards. 3 of them are hand drawn, the rest are printed. i know my art is awesome XD haha!

ah ip activities starts tmr.

i miss ip activities week :( cause its the only time whereby you get to go wherever you like with whoever you want.

back to hw. bye bye.

2012-01-13T21:31:00.008+08:00

woah woah woah, i totally guessed her lines

subtitles: you are leaving...

jq: 你又要走啦

kelu: 你又要走啦

hahahahaha! ... ah ok, i realised i can guess everyone else's lines too. lololol :P

why's mdc showing scarlet heart now!!! :( i thought they only buy dramas from > 5 years ago =.=

2012-01-08T02:05:00.004+08:00

been reading all my archives. haish. dont try.

the fact that half of our chers are changing is freaking me out. and i have no idea why.

this is so soothing. ahh <3

we were in love (piano)

2012-01-06T17:53:00.004+08:00

lunch at kiseiki.

their crabs are damn good!! :D :D

but the woman at the cashier is damn fk-ing rude. and its to an extend where i would feel damn 对不起 to myself if i dont send a complaint letter in -.- should have asked to see the manager on the spot right. argh. i totally forgot about his existence until the end when i walked passed him and he smiled at me ._.

/edited/

forget it. im too upset over the fact that dr tan's not following up to care about that silly woman.

oh, i have to hear your voice, the one that brings me joy

2012-01-06T17:09:00.002+08:00

and then it dawned upon me that there's really nothing for me to be proud of, that impression and reality are very different things. just one more year. i will get through this. or at least i hope i will.

another thing i need to learn this year, to let go.

2012-01-05T19:03:00.001+08:00

love this.

eunjung&qri <3

2012-01-04T23:32:00.005+08:00

this is gonna be the most productive holidays ever hahaha.

first time in life, no first time in 4 years i finished all my holiday hw, need to do dont need to do :D :D and i completed 巾帼枭雄, 巾帼枭雄之义海豪情, 金枝欲孽, 万凤之王, 尖子公略. three quarters of 冲上云霄. half of 正义武馆. one quarter of 后宫·甄嬛传 and a bit of 环珠格格, 宫, 后宫, 步步惊心, 恭亲王/一生为奴 LOL (Y) caught 那些年我们一起追的女孩, 一泡而红, four christmases and confessions too. heh. :P and finally realised how screwed up mdc dramas are =.= yeah. 醒悟了:(

2012-01-03T01:08:00.003+08:00

能够置身事外何尝不是一件好事, 但又谈何容易。

是我看太多宫廷剧，走火入魔，还是这个地方真的很像后宫?

2012-01-01T00:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2011-12-31T23:11:00.004+08:00

last day of 2011.

imma happy kid today. hahaha :D

IU and snsd came out while i was watching music bank!! then had tiramisu after lunch :D spent the entire afternoon and evening packing my room. and im still not done ._. but i caught the best supporting actress bit of kbs drama awards. and lee yoonji won!!! shi seonsaengnim ftw hahaha! XD

found this while i was packing my room. it's been so long.

ah all in all, 2011 has been great. im so glad i have HF with me. you guys really rock! ♥ we are gonna own 2012 together k! haha :D and for the new year, i hope i would be able to do what my idols have always said, and i hope i will do well for As :)

2011-12-28T14:42:00.003+08:00

天下憾事，往往都离不开去感叹如果这两个字。

如果当初不是本宫对你逼婚在先，患难见真情可能也不会发生在你和孔武身上。如果不是皇后有此恶行，你也不会为了复仇而弃爱。如果本宫可以在进宫之前就认识孔武，那宫里面根本不会有钮祜禄如玥这个人。而个人的命运，也会面目全非。

如果。。。

不爱宫墙柳，只被前缘误。花开花落自有时，总赖东君主...... 要走，庆幸在你心中有爱；要留，只怪我心中仍然有恨。因此，就只有靠你，完成我们海阔天空的心愿，珍重。

war and beauty is too good :( im watching it again and again and again and again ahh

2011-12-26T19:30:00.001+08:00

如妃:
既然已经选择，就不要再回头。人也是这样，放开了就不要再记得。

2011-12-25T00:24:00.005+08:00

HOHOHO MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

i love google. it played me a xmas song hahaha XD

2011-12-24T15:14:00.006+08:00

"Straits Times complimented Rui En for giving worthy performance in With You and Executive Producer Paul Yuen has also likened her to a younger Sheren Tang, well-known Hong Kong actress whose acting is critically acclaimed regionally."

wah! how come i've never seen this before! not bad not bad hahaha! actually they two 蛮像的... as i was saying a few days ago, or was it yesterday, ah never mind.

2011-12-23T00:54:00.001+08:00

2011-12-23T00:16:00.007+08:00

what does it mean to be a friend actually.

been digressing a lot lately... okay actually i havent done a single thing since i came back from hk -.- except sleep and rewatch war and beauty. lol wth right. but ru fei :( she's so cool. lol. i like how she can be so 冷血无情 and yet so warm towards those 对她有恩情的人. yeah. something like that la. haha.

"We are filming the big scenes on Christmas eve, Christmas day, New Years Eve and New Years Day. So while you guys are enjoying your Xmas dinners and all, take a moment and shed a tear for this poor soldier who will be in some ulu pandan corner of SG covered in sweat, dirt and much worse."

this came just at the right time. aww. the entire post i mean, just that this para reminds me of how 九姑娘 said 今晚我会为你流一滴眼泪. hahaha XD

2011-12-19T20:34:00.007+08:00

caught already famous w ky and hy. i like nat and romeo's parts! haha damn joke lo :P brought best fries forever in to eat. love the cheese!!

then had lunch at shokudo. their seafood is the best ahh :D

2011-12-19T00:22:00.001+08:00

i dont see why there's a need for the mrt ceo to resign.

its like saying if one day all the toilets in the school spoils, the principal should resign -.-

since you said she messed up, why then shouldnt she be the one clearing the mess.

2011-12-18T23:05:00.001+08:00

9days taiwan/hongkong.

had a mini catch up cum camwhore session w ky and vic at taipower building station, taipei. heh. had to leave the tour group to find them luh. cause the rest was wasting time at taipei 101, shopping for things no one would buy. yeah. in the end they went shihlin night market. wl :(

ferris wheel at dream mall, kaohsiung! heh. didnt manage to go up cause we only had 1 hour to get dinner and shop. tsk.

POCARI SWEAT! haha vaguely rmb i saw this term somewhere before so i bought it :P turns out its endorsed by lee yoonji hahaha! i totally edited her entire wiki page overnight the other time. uh im so nice :( lol! it taste like 100plus.

ive always wondered why you cant see aeroplanes from an aeroplane. then i saw not one but two LOL excited excited. i saw the captains this time round tooo ahh. haha i like how seeing/hearing the captains can make you feel so calm during take off/landing. and they taught me how you can trust a complete stranger wholeheartedly. must be the triumph in the skies.

caught the preview of 2012 tvb dramas in hk. how come my 如妃 became 如贵人! i think i will just T.T the whole way watching. i was already so pek chek when i saw her so weak at the end of war and beauty :( haish. why's unriddle 2, joys of life, dream high 2, war and beauty 2, triumph in the skies 2 all coming out next year. @(*^#@$ i think i will only end up watching unriddle 2 and war and beauty 2. aye :(

2011-12-18T13:41:00.001+08:00

helloooooo from hongkong!!

2011-12-12T23:19:00.001+08:00

helloooooo from kaohsiung, taiwan!!

2011-12-09T02:54:00.004+08:00

我学不来的，我很笨的。
懂得说自己笨的人是绝顶聪明。

我才不想做什么大英雄，我只想做个开心的人。

怎么样才是开心啊?

现在，跟你在一起，就很开心了。

2011-12-09T02:20:00.003+08:00

‎"In Washington DC , at a Metro Station, on a cold January morning in 2007, a man with a violin played six Bach pieces for about 45 minutes. During that time, approximately 2000 people went through the station, most of them on their way to work. After about four minutes, a middle-aged man noticed that there was a musician playing. He slowed his pace and stopped for a few seconds, and then he hurried on to meet his schedule. About four minutes later, the violinist received his first dollar. A woman threw money in the hat and, without stopping, continued to walk. At six minutes, a young man leaned against the wall to listen to him, then looked at his watch and started to walk again. At ten minutes, a three-year old boy stopped, but his mother tugged him along hurriedly. The kid stopped to look at the violinist again, but the mother pushed hard and the child continued to walk, turning his head the whole time. This action was repeated by several other children, but every parent - without exception - forced their children to move on quickly. At forty-five minutes: The musician played continuously. Only six people stopped and listened for a short while. About twenty gave money but continued to walk at their normal pace. The man collected a total of $32. After one hour: He finished playing and silence took over. No one noticed and no one applauded. There was no recognition at all. No one knew this, but the violinist was Joshua Bell, one of the greatest musicians in the world. He played one of the most intricate pieces ever written, with a violin worth $3.5 million dollars. Two days before, Joshua Bell sold-out a theater in Boston where the seats averaged $100 each to sit and listen to him play the same music. This is a true story. Joshua Bell, playing incognito in the D.C. Metro Station, was organized by the Washington Post as part of a social experiment about perception, taste and people’s priorities. This experiment raised several questions: In a common-place environment, at an inappropriate hour, do we perceive beauty? If so, do we stop to appreciate it? Do we recognize talent in an unexpected context? One possible conclusion reached from this experiment could be this: If we do not have a moment to stop and listen to one of the best musicians in the world, playing some of the finest music ever written, with one of the most beautiful instruments ever made… How many other things are we missing as we rush through life?"

i think the conclusion/question should be whether people are attending his concert because they truly enjoy the music, or simply because of his status.

2011-12-08T03:37:00.004+08:00

cant believe im still doing chem at this hour. haiz.

noel was okay i guess... at least it made my that super duper loud note that came at a very wrong time three years ago seem so much less significant =.= yeah, to tell the truth. its just that i never realise band would actually become a regret. for a moment i really wished i was sitting there.. i miss charlie :( ah anw it also made me realised that although time heals everything, it doesnt change the fact that everything has happened, and you have been affected. so it doesnt really matter whether you can forget as long as you are ready to forgive and move on. lalala.

therefore, i should just be thankful. haha.

gwaenchanhayo.

2011-12-01T19:47:00.004+08:00

gwaenchanhayo.

the next song on the list should be geojitmal right hah.

anw im tempted to get all of t-ara's albums :P

what's with this whole green plan thing. why would you even want to go paperless for a year book?!

2011-11-29T21:35:00.004+08:00

"singapore make some noise!"

the best performance ever! haha i think im deprived yeah, but really it was amazing! :D why didnt t-ara and lee yoonji come! i will chiong to the red carpet hahaha :D :D

uh im totally traumatized by lang lang's performance. it's damn scary. its like hypnotism. and the music was depressing :/

do you know how it feels like to have to remain positive and to do your best, even when you are already feeling so lost and so out of place, just because it's your responsibility.

2011-11-29T18:20:00.002+08:00

RE is so cute haha :D :D

Aiyo
You all queued overnight?!
I hope you brought your homework.

Please for the love of god don't be silly and get the hell out of the rain.
Don't worry I can feel your love even if you were in Pakistan.

Aiyo Part 2
U called 5000 times?!?! Does that mean $25,000?!?! Gadzooks!
Jia lat your parents are going to kill me!
But am seriously touched. Thank you for doing your bit for helping the people who need the help.
And thank you for being there.

2011-11-28T17:27:00.003+08:00

如果有那么一天你说即将要离去

我会迷失我自己走入无边人海里

2011-11-27T23:46:00.002+08:00

/part 5/ zhiyuan as 皇后娘娘, junqi as 如妃娘娘

zhiyuan: 哎呀妹妹你身怀六甲，伺候皇上的事，就留给那般秀女吧，别劳心了，动了胎气可就不好了

junqi: 皇后娘娘你还真够阴险，想乘我身怀六甲，支开我，争夺圣宠。妹妹真是佩服得五体投地。妹妹现行告退，回去研究好对策，才来和你一较高低。　

junqi: 如妃娘娘起驾。。。

[皇后娘娘气得晕倒在地，传太医]

zhiyuan: -_-..................................................

zhiyuan: 来人啊，皇后晕倒，传太医~~

2011-11-27T22:00:00.008+08:00

/part 2/ zhiyuan as 如妃娘娘, junqi as 安茜

zhiyuan: 如妃驾到
junqi: 如妃娘娘吉祥哈哈哈哈哈
zhiyuan: 免礼
junqi: 谢娘娘
zhiyuan: 安茜，本宫要你打探的事，打探到了没
junqi: 打探啥事啊
zhiyuan: 众多小主中，究竟是谁在搞鬼
junqi: 等一下有电视看，你让我看完了再帮你打听
zhiyuan: -___- 大胆！

zhiyuan: 好吧，本宫刚用完膳，心情甚佳，你去吧。

zhiyuan: “等一下有电视看,你让我看完了再帮你打听” can you say this in a more古人way
junqi: no, dk how to haha
zhiyuan: 起禀娘娘，恕安茜大胆，奴婢需先行观看电视，待事情完毕，定将把娘娘的事办妥，望娘娘见谅
junqi: (Y) hahaha

junqi: eh 如妃, your face is in my dp. arent you touched! hahaha
zhiyuan: 来人啊，重重有赏
junqi: LOL

junqi: 娘娘吉祥。小的看完电视了，瑞恩cool毙了。
junqi: alamak 娘娘, why you dao me ._.

zhiyuan: watching show

junqi: i guessed

zhiyuan: 本宫的额娘回来了，不能看了，shall continue tmr

junqi: LOLLLLLL

zhiyuan: 安茜，本宫让你办的事，办妥了吗? 说吧，究竟哪个小主在耍心思，从实给本宫招来。

zhiyuan: 大胆

junqi: o.o

zhiyuan: 竟敢不回答本宫

zhiyuan: 来人啊

junqi: 你应该给我点时间回复

zhiyuan: 好吧，来的人退下~~

junqi: mm 恕安茜无能，无法帮娘娘查出真相。娘娘您就罚安茜去睡觉吧。晚安了，各位。NIGHT! haha

zhiyuan: ..........................................................

[娘娘当场喷血，宫女急传太医~~]

/part 3/ zhiyuan as 宝婵, junqi as 安茜

zhiyuan: 安茜你好大的胆子，竟敢如此冒犯娘娘，还让娘娘当场喷血，还站在这干什么，还不快点传太医，要是娘娘有个三长两短，你担当得起吗

传孙太医

junqi: 你是哪位阿，敢这样对我说话!

zhiyuan: 我可是宝嫦姐

junqi: 我可是安茜姑姑

zhiyuan: an qian wont talk like that lah walao

junqi: 姑姑比姐大 LOL

zhiyuan: she will be like

zhiyuan: 安茜不敢，只是安茜冒犯了娘娘，理应留在这守着娘娘，倒是宝嫦姐，若是真的关心娘娘的安危，与其在这里责备安茜，不如速速去请孙大人

/part 4/ zhiyuan as 如妃娘娘

zhiyuan: 本宫要吃康师傅。叫御膳房准备康师傅，没有就拖下去斩了

2011-11-27T17:57:00.007+08:00

/part 1/ zhiyuan as 如妃娘娘, junqi as 安茜

zhiyuan: 莫愁名落孙山，君之渊博，岂能妄自薄之?
zhiyuan: 我用膳去
junqi: 安茜愚昧，请娘娘提点 thanks
junqi: LOL 我用膳去
zhiyuan: 哈哈哈哈哈！
zhiyuan: 那本宫就给你指点迷津吧
zhiyuan: 不要怕自己会考得不好，以你的知识，怎么能自己贬低自己，觉得自己不能survive呢
junqi: 多谢娘娘提点之恩
junqi: i only need to know 安茜愚昧，请娘娘提点 and 多谢娘娘提点之恩
zhiyuan: 本宫用膳去了
junqi: these two sentences cause i dont understand all the rest so i only have to use this two sentence after everything you say
zhiyuan: -_-................................................................ smart girl
junqi: of course 多谢娘娘称赞 hahaha
zhiyuan: 嗯，你跪安吧, 本宫起驾了
junqi: 那我先行告退了, 稍后见
zhiyuan: 有事本宫自会传召你
junqi: no problem
zhiyuan: 你待命便是, 跪安吧
junqi: nudge 我一下就可以了
zhiyuan: -_-.................... 古人got nudge ah

2011-11-25T21:53:00.003+08:00

10 more days.

it better be good. RE is so flex O.O

no wonder im not doing well. i was so inspired to mug after seeing the straight As result slip. then i went to play tetris battle. LOL. not bad okay, at least i got 1st for 5 of the 6 games hahaha :D

2011-11-23T18:56:00.004+08:00

im so used to suppressing my feelings, i dont even know what's upsetting me now.

between h3 and mo, i actually had the answer right from the start. i chose to stay on in sec4. i signed that contract. 8 years. it wouldnt make sense for me to give it up for something i may not even do well in right.

hate it when I have to keep reminding myself that I'm in hc, and that things work differently here.

不要总想别人，想想自己，一点都好

2011-11-22T21:27:00.003+08:00

filming for CVA

toa payoh > changi airport > raffles place > esplanade > chinatown > orchard

i think we are damn zai. we only came up with the finalized plot at 12noon (Y). and it was just a general idea. no details no nothing. o.o cant wait to see the final product haha ^^

2011-11-22T00:03:00.007+08:00

three weeks into dec holidays. and my only accomplishment is that i finished 4 tvb shows: 巾帼枭雄，巾帼枭雄之义海豪情，金枝欲孽 and 尖子攻略. AYE. i think my chinese improved though :P

and i found a new idol, sheren tang!!! heh 如妃 la actually :) good thing there's war and beauty 2. hah! i hope she's still evil. i like the aura (quote zhiyuan) hahaha. i totally CTI when she became so weak towards the end o.o

A神: "其实最有本事的人，不一定是分数最高的。但是他们明白会考的真正意义是决定人生有多少选择" haish exactly what mrs chua told me. i miss her... i miss wu lao shi toooo! :( still remember how she 特地 walked over to 408 classroom to pass me a ferrero rocher. 感动感动 T.T

2011-11-21T23:59:00.002+08:00

great. i totally ended up in this video in school u. -.- [哭笑不得] the 3 batteries damn AA T.T

oh i love her hair! :)

2011-11-20T23:35:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 20/11/2011!

2011-11-19T11:12:00.001+08:00

dramatasy.

yknow you dont have to apologise to me. im actually thankful we didnt manage to go in front. i would have fainted :/ it was the kind of feeling i got during ydff last year, after i sat under the sun for 5hours...when the back wasnt even crowded -.- anw i saw RE first! haha! coincidence la. i turned around and just right she was there LOL. then people started cheering ._. uh for some reason she reminds me of seohyun.

i wanna see RE in a 宫廷戏!!! :P heh!

2011-11-19T00:53:00.004+08:00

sometimes i really dont understand myself.

between waiting 30minutes for the bus and using the 30minutes to walk from the chalet all the way to pasir ris mrt, i chose the latter. i didnt even know the way. and i wasnt in a rush.

why am i doing this.

it's not that ive never considered leaving. just that i always managed to find an excuse to stay. when can i ever untie this knot.

2011-11-19T00:44:00.002+08:00

how great is your love.

thank you.

2011-11-18T12:06:00.001+08:00

世间什麼爱叫纯洁你甘愿化振翅红蝴蝶饱经挫折伤口淌血都不至会磨灭
世间什麼爱叫纯洁处在绝望仍力竭留守最尾一起哪怕历劫

the importance of a good ending.
刘醒 & 九姑娘 ♡

2011-11-15T00:07:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday RBKD! ♥

2011-11-11T23:11:00.007+08:00

那些年，我们一起追的女孩。

FREE coke with every student ticket purchased! haha ^^

the movie is sick. every scene is sick. it was so sick. it should totally be R21 or at least M18, but definitely not NC16. lolol. the story was quite nice though :)

scallop chicken pepper rice (Y)

somerset > dhoby ghaut > bras basah > esplanade > raffles place on foot :P

there was a big bird at sg river. pretty little thing. lol. totally managed to distress whooo. haha i love walks like this. on my own. uh actually it was with hy la. only esplanade > raffles place was on my own ;) and i totally lost my way -__-

looking forward to taiwan & hongkong trip! ahaha aeroplane food & hotel breakfast are the best :D

oh t-ara's [[Black Eyes]] mini album is out! shall get it soon :)

2011-11-10T21:39:00.002+08:00

我陪你等天亮擁抱著一起分享
能放心的哭一場是再微笑的力量
只有你明白我的瘋狂不管故事有多長　

世界對我太善良這一路上有你我變得堅強

2011-11-09T21:48:00.001+08:00

wah siao i totally cried from the start to the end.
uh the amazing part is that i actually understood the video :P

2011-11-09T14:57:00.006+08:00

alone.
the moment you are out there. the classmates, the group mates become unsympathetic strangers. and the accessors are out to kill.

thanks for frowning at me throughout my entire presentation.

the tears came so suddenly. ive never cried after a single paper in my entire life yo. it wasnt because i screwed up. i have no reason to be angry w myself for that anw. my q&a preparation was 10 pages long. but rather it was because i failed to prove him wrong... again.

idk if you were trying to help me or you were just out to spite me. whatever it is, you've succeeded. so congratulations and please leave me alone from now on.

2011-11-05T23:42:00.003+08:00

attempt to rehearse OP at ion sky garden failed totally! LOLOL but we did q&a so its still productive yay ^^ haha uh suppose to meet at mrt but i was late so they went popeyes to eat without me :( then went outside to sit and this person offered us free starbucks coffee ahaha. damn bitter -.- ate at burger king again after that and we went shopping LOLOL. vic is 俗得要命 :P ahaha the entire convo totally epic. oh ice rockz closed down -.- wts the passion rockz damn nice yo! :( definitely nicer than old chang kee! :P

dinner at porn's was awesomeee ahaha! the fish in the steamboat is damn good!!! but damn spicy also T.T

2011-11-04T10:09:00.001+08:00

last day of school.

so i knew it was the last day, but it didnt really occur to me that it was the last day. lol.

btw how come jtan seems to know me :x

im grateful for my all my pw group mates (inclusive of AA, gp group work, whatsoever) for showing me how competent i really am. thanks thanks -.- isnt it pathetic. for the lesson learnt to be "when doing group work, be as unsympathetic as possible, or get ready to do everything". fine. i still cant get over the fact that i did the entire chem AA myself. everything single thing from planning the experiment to coming up w the worksheet. and if there wasnt marks given for group work, i bet i would end up doing the entire experiment myself as well. wtf.

the sparklers was pretty. and the message thing just seems meaningless.

"think you would be someone fun to be with" having that come from someone whose been acting like we were strangers for the entire year, what do you want me to believe?

2011-10-31T23:06:00.003+08:00

"words" are the most destructive lethal weapon in society. while you may choose to disregard them, the magnitude of damage can be severe.

2011-10-28T23:05:00.001+08:00

was that speech meant for me?

uh so you mean i should be choosing the supposedly easier question rather than the one that is easier to me? does that even make sense to you? -.-

2011-10-24T17:46:00.007+08:00

"the yj kids deserves the A more than you do."

totally right.

2011-10-22T19:38:00.008+08:00

那些感动从未曾走开不经意间拆开

其实我很明白没有你们我不能够走到现在
多少无声黑白因为你们变得期待

多庆幸身边有你们在陪我一起把梦找回来
让那回忆丰富得像海快乐不在是意外

this madness. i didnt know i would end up feeling this crap. it's like you daoed 1 for 2 when 1 is obviously more important to you. end up 2 doesnt even appreciate your efforts and you disappointed 1.

2011-10-20T16:08:00.012+08:00

why must mrs chua be so nice!!! :((( eh actually that chinese cher also very nice leh. wts! why are all our chers like that, hella unapproachable -.- anw jtan really sounded damn wen rou la hahaa! yknow normally when you never bring notes, the cher would be like o.o but her tone totally changed siol. it was so cold at first.

i don't go around liking people because they are pretty. it's because i like them that's why i think they are pretty.

2011-10-19T19:05:00.005+08:00

当你觉得这世界连做梦都辛苦

可能幸福早已眷顾只是你自己分不出

偶尔的失望千万别在乎暂时得愤怒佣笑容来回覆

生命本身就是份礼物重要的是你用什么态度

im tired of all the never ending pw lessons.

and yq is making me feel very guilty o.o

2011-10-18T17:37:00.006+08:00

irreplaceable

i have nothing to say about math ._.

except that i like the lecturer today lolol.

2011-10-17T20:54:00.010+08:00

in the end, it's still chem bonding .__. ottoke :(

and this! i can't stop laughing at this, although it's like so embarrassing. LOL.

2011-10-16T19:31:00.004+08:00

annoyed. annoyed. annoyed. annoyed. annoyed.

ignored this post if you want to.

i'm just tired.

...

i mean. im sorry. i just cant get over how AW said no right in my face. how NK told me to prepare to go for remedial when i got an A2. (fyi if not for op, it would have been an A1 -.-). how those people acted, even after i played till the entire piece of flesh in my mouth came off. LITERALLY. how CCE came to talk to me only because it's part of her job. how JS gave me that you only got so high cause you are lucky look. how my awesome mortal went to get koi for his adopted angels instead of replying the letter i took 2 freaking hours to write. and what DT said that afternoon...

i just didnt expect that to come from him, from someone i respect a lot.

2011-10-13T22:10:00.000+08:00

sabbaticals :)

2011-10-10T22:15:00.003+08:00

10.10

5 years passed so fast.

2011-10-09T16:52:00.004+08:00

09.10.11

IT'S OVERRR! WHOOOOOOOO!!!

hahahahaha sorly ah, a bit lag.

USS on friday night.

went in too late so we didnt get to go to far far away madagascar jurassic park and blah. but the fireworks were really pretty! i dont mind paying to go in another two three four times hahaha! 5 bucks is so damn worth it la.

2011-10-04T17:04:00.005+08:00

Life has never been fair; never been easy. When all the hard work is not recognized, it means you are a failure. Admit it, this is #life - teresatyl

it wasnt that hard. but that was the exact same thing i said after blocks.

idk if i did the right thing. i just hope it was worth it. and hopefully i dont screw up math tmr. because i'll never forgive myself if i did.

2011-09-28T12:14:00.005+08:00

AH ♥ this totally made my day hahaaa

love the way she looked at him

2011-09-24T22:08:00.005+08:00

physically and mentally exhausted.

and my eye is still swollen T.T

i feel like there's a need to read notes. but since dr tan told us. 'promo papers + tys should be enough'. means no need read notes bah LOL

LOLOL. he will kill you if he hears that.

ikr =P LOLOLOL. actually he wont. he will just ... and say smth like 'this is what your seniors have done. and im telling you that it doesnt work'. LOLOL

lol (Y) respect respect.

2011-09-23T00:36:00.002+08:00

idk how true this statement is "he suans everyone"

but i do know that not everyone can go "oh i just got suan-ed haha" and get over it.

2011-09-22T17:05:00.006+08:00

why you. why of all people.

JUST WHAT DID I DO.

why is this happening again. why must you make me feel like i freaking wasted 3 weeks of my life on chem when i could have been doing math and physics.

2011-09-20T02:01:00.004+08:00

it took me 2 years to realise i cant do this alone.

2011-09-17T22:03:00.004+08:00

i miss the times when nycb was my everything.

i miss the people. i miss the music. and i miss the applause.

i really dk if i should be regretting anything.

simple gifts.

"if the world was just going to punish me for my choices, it shouldnt have given me options in the first place."

on a side note.

pw is driving me nuts @$*(&^ in fact, i dont even know why im doing pw when promos is in 2 weeks and ive barely started...!!! [annoyed]

2011-09-15T19:34:00.001+08:00

RT @_randName_ I love how my results give completely no bearings on how competent I am.

2011-09-12T19:22:00.003+08:00

first day of term 4.

morning assembly was a major disaster. $&@#%. reach there at 7:25? and waited for damn long la! ok 5mins. but 5mins is damn long k. then finally the group mates came and bypassed us -.- (Y). anw that's not the point. it was the announcement. they freaking didn't tell me anything about what's going to happen $&@#% i really thought we were supposed to go there and 花瓶 only leh.. so i was happily standing there until they all started bowing and then i heard 11S6J o.o i didn't even hear my name can. pfffftt.

2011-09-07T22:47:00.004+08:00

it always happens, doesnt it? ...missing out on the people who really cares.

2011-09-05T14:56:00.006+08:00

seetoh: definition of peer. a person of equal standing with another in a group. look, if jocelyn move ahead of her peers, she wouldnt be a peer with her peers. she would be peer-less.

aunty ling: jolene, what's one times nine?
jolene: one ZIllion and SIX hundred!

LOL! :P

2011-09-01T22:59:00.004+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!

happy teachers' day ms teo luo yun! ♥

aces day celebrations in the morning. i was camouflaging lol! thats why it's good to be green. anw the dancesport part damn entertaining. it's like point step point step turn BAMMMM. yeah then they bang into each other O.O went class bench to sit. remind me to get ky a fruit basket w dragonfruit and kiwi and longan for her birthday next year :P :D

after that was tdc in the audi. wah damn boring :/ i cant even see anything.

apparently we were displaced. so we went over to artemis side to take refuge lolol! performances were okay. although i still like ny's. haha we got to perform mah :P but the awards part super boring -.- then xy and ky stole my phone to play kartrider o.o

the lamest thing to do is to go consultation area to look for ky right after tdc. it's like being on the mrt during peak hours. all crowd at the door somemore.

back to ny after that... i love the chocolate eclairs!!!!

then cabbed back to yishun.

- 2 hours later -

took 852 to bukit timah shopping centre. damn lame i know.

i love our ktv sessions! 当你孤单你会想起谁&北京欢迎你 heh :) totally fell asleep after 30min of singing and 30min of stoning... and i wasnt the only one!! haha all four of us fell asleep simultaneously o.o although at no point of time xichen was awake alone i think. lol.

dinner at long john silvers.

and we went to film our lantern :P

2011-08-26T21:09:00.006+08:00

raining cats and dogs and cows and goats early in the morning. and there was water in my shoe $*#&@^#

NJRC presentation in the morn. we get to skip school lalala.

had 2minutes to prepare. and i didnt even get to see the "slides" beforehand (Y) so yeah, it was screwed. lol. but im damn amazed by the video. they did it in 1 day!!!! O.O 1 day leh, and it was pretty good... :( i think i cant even produce something like that in a week. and im from sv -.- oh well.

went macs to have our breakfast after that. lololol. (Y)

then back to school cause everyone went back. and wtf. cant really remember what happened. but i got mad and i went home... and started reading a parenting magazine. LOL. quite interesting la, cause it's interviews with celeb parents haha :P

shopping for seniors farewell gift at clementi in the evening.

it's crazy, we cleared the shelf of zooland.

2011-08-26T00:08:00.011+08:00

this is crazy. i think im too puzzled to be happy ._. i honestly dk how it happened okay. cause it cant be luck, since for every single question, there's 100000 numbers to choose from. and a 1/100000 chance basically means no chance at all ._. lol.

robotics today. my "team" totally left me to fend for myself wth. it's meant to be funny btw. insider's joke. ah anw kaiyun's script is awesome. cause half of it was written by me -.- lol. "this is bob. this is bob's house. this is bob's house in 2050 provided that the world didnt end in 2012. AND this is bob and his grandpa. YAY!" ... "grandpa, ... i'll be back by 2pm" ... "this is bob's life...sad life.." ... "(bob went hysterical. he hugs grandpa. hugs roBOB. hugs everyone.)" ... "and they live happily ever after" (Y) :D

2011-08-21T18:44:00.001+08:00

it's okay to not win, but it's not okay to lose.

i dont know how im going to do this alone. but i will try.

2011-08-20T19:29:00.011+08:00

passive? more like pessimistic right.

why am i thinking of how im going to hate my fav subject because it will break my straight As record for this terms lecture tests rather than how i can prevent it from happening.

i like bang ge's attitude. "他就算倒了，也会爬起来的"

i think my tolerance level is too high for my own good.

anw back to my show. li jie and jason's showdown :D :D haha fann's acting is really jjang!! because for the first time i actually felt how she felt. like it wasnt because i had similar experiences or whatsoever yeah.

i need a busybody sha sha in my life too :(

2011-08-19T18:50:00.007+08:00

dont lame please. you think idk that whole "speech" was meant for me is it. like i said, if you have anything to say that concerns me and only me, you come to me personally. you dont get people to pass the message or turn it into a "speech" o.o

now im feeling like i totally wasted my time staying up till 1am to finish that econs essay although i know i didnt -.- thanks ah.

2011-08-16T16:35:00.007+08:00

its happening all over again.

what do i do now. what do i do in situations like this.

yknow i can always act like i don't care and everything. but do i really not care, do i really not feel anything. i give up. just take it that you won k.

这个游戏我玩不起。

我知道你关心我，我感觉得到。有人关心真好。- 莎莎

2011-08-12T22:58:00.003+08:00

TGIF haha! i think my right eye's down with viral conjunctivitis as well o.o

compre test early in the morning :( i totally didnt realise the paper's 1.5hrs and not 1 hr until after i chiong out summary. so in the end i had like 50min for AQ wth -.- and math lecture is damn boring. wl eh fourth time alr lah. this is like the fourth time im learning binomial theorem

-.-

first it was LL. then came a AW. after that it's NK. and now there's JS. seriously what have i done to deserve this -.- i know it's life, but this is really too much ok. worst thing is no amount of MT/MY/MK/MK/ML/MC/DT can neutralize any of them wth. dont bother finding out what the acronyms stand for. it's meaningless.

2011-08-11T17:56:00.006+08:00

the A is so comforting. and so foreign... :/

im happy with mcq! haha dont need to go bang wall alr :P

did my paper give you a confidence boost or something. im so sorry you ended up disappointed then. anw my chem didnt improve a lot. in fact it didnt improve at all. i wasnt suppose to be getting straight Us in the first place o.o

2011-08-10T22:10:00.010+08:00

i wanted to say something... but aiya forget it la.

i really hope they didnt make a mistake with the smo results. ok it's endorsed and verified. but how is it possible ._. did i even know how to do that many questions ._.

anw im totally in love with LI JIE! LOL! the character i mean. so cool luh she. this woman really 不简单! and i like how she cares for her di di. jason damn lucky siol. just that he keep getting whacked by her only ._. hah and SHA SHA soo cute!! i like how she sings silent light every time she gets dao-ed. although i will be annoyed if someone does that to me lol :/ actually no la, i will just let her continue while i stone :P